Haven't been writing here for a long time, eh? :)
I've been quite busy. Well not really, I just didn't feel like writing here x)
The past week wasn't that good; the school started again, I had 3 tests... I'm glad it's over now :)

Today is going to be fun fun fun! Can't wait!
I have to pack and choose what to wear.. Hm.

Yesterday, we had gym. We were supposed to run, and I hit my head >< It hurted like hell and I had headache rest of the day -.- I have a swollen eyebrow...
At 20:00, I was already tired and went to sleep. Plus, my headache was killing me. So now, 8:00, I'm awake and not tired at all :) Finally!

I was also working out yesterday. Not that much, but better than nothing. It didn't really help with the headache though. x)

7 more hours.... :D
<3

... And sometimes, I feel like screaming in your face.

Today was a nice day :] I am happy.
The only thing I wish I could change is if I could watch the Oscars tonight ><
Arg.
Anyways,

I just came back from café, and it was really nice! We must do this often... of course we need money... :) But it was really nice! I had chai latte and bought nachos with dip with Els :D
I was also a bit too feminine today, I usually don't look like this x) But it's fun playing with makeup...

I watched Pink Panther just now, the first part.
Best scene; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iUCDhvbQFmU

I laughed so much! XD

Gotta see the seccond part soon... :)

Happy birthday Kurt Cobain.
He would've been 42 years today...
R.I.P. :'/

I saw The Curious Case of Benjamin Button today. It was really good, I liked it a lot!

I don't feel like writing much today...

My brother's comming to visit us! :D Yay!
He's going to be here at 12.00 am now... Can't wait.

The reason he's comming is not very good, but we'll hope for the best.
I'm sure everything will be fine :)
<3

In between the cover of another perfect wonder

I woke up pretty early, as usual, and started my day by checking facebook and all the other pages on the Internet. Some movies I've been downloading were finished; "Melodies of Spring" and "I've Loved You So Long". I'm going to watch one of them tonight, I think.

A few days ago, I watched a movie called "The Boy In The Striped Pyjamas". I liked it a lot, it was really touching. You should see it.


I finally started reading for my biologi test, and I managed to concentrate... Not bad, not bad at all... I made the Thai Tea I bought at Indiska and... well, it was ok, but not THAT good. It was weird, that's for sure. I've never tried tea with milk before.
I prefer Green Tea.


I found mom's CD of "Djordje Balasevic", and the songs are just... amazing. That man is a genius; so good at writing songs.

Now I'm going to be a good daughter, and make dinner for me and my parents :) I like making food.

See ya.

Dajte mi vino, vino nek se toči...
Dok traju dani... A naročito noći...
Jer tu je tuga... Ta moja verna druga...
A kad je tuga onda treba da se cuga...
Dajte mi vino... Ja nemam drugih želja...
Ni bližeg roda... Ni boljih prijatelja...
Jer tu je tuga... Ta moja crna kuga...
A kad je tuga onda mora da se cuga...

Oslo; fun, laughter, shopping, Hard Rock café...

Yesterday, I was in Oslo with Elisabeth, Melissa, Cecilie and Christina. It was amazing! We were having so much fun!

We got to talk about many things and maybe even get to know each other better. Atleast, each others thoughts about some things...
First, we ate ice cream in a café that kind of is a tradition for me and Melissa every time we go to Oslo :) Then, we went shopping and I bought only a sweater, a bag and some Thai Tea.


For dinner, we went to Hard Rock Café, and this was my first time. It was like going to some museum and eating inside. Even Iron Maiden and Guns N' Roses were there before... :) I loved it. But god it was expencive...


After dinner we went for more shopping, but I didn't buy anything this time.
Unfortunatly, we didn't take many pictures, but that doesn't matter...

We have to do something like this again!

Now I have to read for my history and my biology test that are in two weeks.
I'm not going to school next week, I thought I should start now...
I also think about working out today.

xoxo

If a picture could stop the time...

It's such a beautiful day.
Even if it's cold.
Even if my head hurts.
Even because it's friday, 13th.
Even because I had gym test today.

It's a beautiful day.
Because the Sun is shining
Because it's friday, and I'm not going to school next week
But most because I'm going to Oslo with my friends tomorrow!

I walked from school really slow today, trying to get as much sun in my face as I could. I breathed in the fresh and cold air. It was great to feel alive.
When I came home, I opened the window in my room and sat on it. Although, I'm scared of heights, but it felt good. I love when the Sun is shining.

Oh yeah, about Valentines Day tomorrow. This is what I think:



A picture can say more than 1000 words, right?

I got 4+ on spanish test, 5 on some spanish text I wrote, and 5 in chemistry. I'm mostly pleased with my grades...

I'm also going to go and work out today! It's been a few days now.. can't wait!

I like this day. Don't you dare and ruin it for me :)

Not much to say about today.
I was at school, now I'm sitting home, and going back to school in one hour for norwegian and english.

I've tryed Lee Stafford's poker straight spray today, and I LOVE IT!
My hair got straight much faster and it's still straight. And it smells amazing!
Got to buy the big bottle soon... :)

I also have my Kurt t-shirt on today, I love it :D

Today, I have to read (finally...) for my gym test that i tomorrow and I think about swimming later. Hm..

Peace.

It's to early to wake up at this time, when you're not even going to school -.-
Oh well... I can at least do something useful, maybe :)

I made a poll for my blogg, where I'm going to write some question, and you're supposed to answer it.
You know how it works :)
I also added visitors counting-thingy... Just for fun.

Souls evaporating

My stomach hurts and my brain is exhausted from having math the whole day (even though I didn't do much, except from talking to Melissa and Alexis...) Still, it was quite boring.

After school, I went downtown with Melissa, and bought the t-shirt I wanted, with Kurts face on it :D And the best part is that Courtney won't get money from this t-shirt, like all of the other Nirvana stuff people buy... :) I want sunglasses like Kurts on this picture, but I don't know where to find them

I also bought Lee Stafford's Poker Strait Mist, another Lee Stafford product for my collection :)
It's supposed to make ironing hair a lot easier and the result is supposed to be better. I will write what I think about it when I get a chance to use it.
I love Lee's hair products!

I wan't to learn to play the guitar so bad! I've had my acoustic guitar for 2 years now... And I still can't play. My excuse was that I didn't have time for it, but the truth is that I'm so impatient...
And my dad won't teach me how to play either... What to do, what to do.

Since I don't feel well today, I won't be working out... It annoyes the hell out of me, but I can't help it.

Hopefully the pain will stop soon.

Oh, I also have to read for my gym test, but I'm too lazy for that.

Somewhere along the line
Things get chipped away
This place keeps going down
Get a little worse every day
I see the hate and greed
Swear it's a messed up town
Embrace the pain and see
Taking in back, turn it around

Stares into space like a dead china doll

Elliott Smith, another amazing man.
Why are both my favourite musicians dead? (Elliott Smith and Kurt Cobain)

Anyways,

my day contained:

- msn
- facebook
- gym test

I didn't went to work out today...
I'm searching for some pilates videoes that I used before, for my working out at home, but I can't find them anymore >< So much for working out at home...
It's interesting how every time I drink coffee, I remember to come here and write a blog...

Hm... not much inspiration for blog writing today...
I think I'm going to watch a movie tonight.
Oh, I also want to take a looooong shower. Showers are nice.

Tomorrow, I'm going to have math all day, so I suppose I'm going to be really exhausted. The good thing is that I don't have school on tuesday :)

Everything will get better when the snow melts and the sun warms us up again... I just know it.
Living for the day when summer comes.

Im worse at what I do best

So,

today I woke up early, for no reason. I was unhappy to find out that "Nirvana - The Untold Stories" haven't downloaded yet, even though it was downloading all night... Now it's on 93,8% and STILL not finished. It just stopped... -.-

At 13:30 I went for a cup of coffee with Melissa. I had my favourite; "orientalsk latte" and a piece of cake "Verdens beste".

After that we were checking out some stores. I only bought Maybeline Dream Matte foundation. I fell in love with a t-shirt from Bik Bok, with Kurt Cobains face on it... But I didn't buy it. I regret that. So on monday,it's going to be mine :)
The reason I won't buy some Kurt t-shirt on the internett is because I don't want to give my money to Courtney... ><

I love Kurt, such an awesome musician... Wish he was alive.

Now, I'm writing this blog while I'm drinking my third coffee today, and thinking about doing my nails again... :)



Don't you just HATE snow?
Or is it just me? o.O

You're so lovely, are you lonely?

So, yesterday was awful. And I'm not even exaggerating... I decided that I'll forget everything about it. I talked to someone, and he made me feel better, so thanks to this person.

Today, I was out with Melissa, trying to find some clothes in some used shops. I didn't find one thing I liked, so I was a bit dissapointed. But it was fun, anyways. They had a lot of old cups and stuff for kitchen that was really beautiful. I can't wait to have my own place, so that I could buy pretty things for it :D

Now, I'm waiting for Melissa to send me a message, so we can go and work out.
I never thought that a person like me could actually enjoy working out, but I do. And I'm so glad I started. Got to thank Melis for that :] I'm starting to notice small improvements on my body, and I like that... :)

I can't wait for summer to come. The cold and dark winter days are ruining my
mood. ><

I talked with my cousin for almoust two hours today, and it was really fun. We talked about many things; about how I was doing, and about how she was... We should talk more often, it makes me feel a lot better. We were also talking about how she should come and visit me someday. I really hope she does. I love her.
The pictures are taken today, and I FINALLY forced myself to put some makeup on and do my hair. The last time I had makeup on, was on my birthday, I think...

I'm out.

Neither side is sacred, noone wants to win

I had biology all day today... It was fine enough, not very stressing.

Not much to say about today, I don't feel that good.
I have a headache and I'm really tired, even though I slept well.

A person told me today that I've been negative and angry lately. Not just any person, a person that maybe knows me better than I do.
Am I really?
I'm not angry, not at all. I've just been... less happy, lately. Unknown reason.
I've been negative my whole life, actually. About everything in my life. Whenever something bad happends, I feel like it's the end of the world for me.
But, I'm willing to work on it.
I don't want to be a negative creep.

That's it for today.
Tomorrow will be a better day, I suppose.

Would you like to hear my voice, sprinkled with emotion

I love Nirvana.

But that's old news :)
I love the song Oh Me... It's amazing.
Old news again.

Well, actually, I don't have anything new to write.. Today was an usual day for me.
I've just come out of the shower and now I'm doing my nails electric blue. It's a fun colour, and it reminds me of New Years eve.
"I don't care too much for money, money can't buy me love.." I love to shuffle songs and then some fun song pops out, like now for example, The Beatles - Can't Buy Me Love

Today, when I walked home from school, I was thinking about one thing. I was thinking about why grown ups scare their children by yelling at them, or even beating them up (I watched Oprah today...) I just couldn't understand it.
But then, I noticed a cat crossing my way, and the moment I looked at her, she got scared and ran away. I smiled.
Then I understood everything; maybe they do it because they want to feel how much power they really have over their children. I noticed how I smiled because the cat got scared of me, maybe it's the same with parents?
Or what about the pedophiles, that like to see little girls scared of them. They like to feel the other persons fear.


I'm feeling quite good today actually, even though I have math test tomorrow, and I don't feel ready. I'm going to watch a movie now, called How To Lose Friends And Alinate People. It should be a fun movie to watch...
A person told me that I should show my feelings more often, that I'm better that way.
I'm going to concider that.

Over and out.

Ugh I hate math right now... And that stupid test on wednesday isn't doing any good for me.

I though about taking a short break to drink my coffee and write a blog.
The weekend was ok, nothing special though... Besides my birthday celebrations that was really funny.
School is over at 12:40 for me tomorow, and that is a good thing, of course.
Anyways.

I hate when people just take an adventage of your kindness and cry on your shoulder whenever they feel like it. The natural thing then is to let them cry, and do your best to make them feel better again. But what if you didn't? What if one day, you need a shoulder to cry on yourself? And what if that person that always talks to you whenever he has some problems, never is there when you need them?
Oh you'll come to me, I know you will. You always do. It's just the matter of time when your life gets so fucked up again, and no other person is stupid enough to always wait for you with open arms.
But I got only one thing to say to you; don't be so sure I'll just be here, waiting for you.